thanks for curing my potential depression!

So tired, no mood for private social life after I'm partially transforming myself into a cubicle drone. 

As you might know, I am receiving training as a DJ at a certain radio station, and I guess it's pretty cool, but now's still preparation, so many things to do...basically, I am still at the point which I am pretty depressed at the loss of my freedom and sleeping hours.

It was pretty bad for the first few weeks, until the company's intern from Ngee Ann Poly came, she's Thanusha, she's a sweet girl that is 3 years younger, but feels nothing like it. Too mature oreadi.

But I guess it is thanks to her, the 'love of my worklife', that my sanity is kept, or rather, as Thanusha would say, "keeping her insanity".

I guess being insane is the norm for me. Being too normal kills my brain cells, kills my creative sperms from impregnating my mind.

OH WELL.

Our jobs at this point of time is pretty mundane, and thankfully for her, having someone around being equally tortured and crazy made me feel at home. If not for her, I might not wanna work grrrr.

I think this is the 3rd week of her job, and she's so on about learning street dance with me.
She's like a yoga master and a success story for a childhood obesity survivor haha, slimming centres can suck her cock. She's svelte now but complains her boobs are small when it is humongous to us. She just has NO IDEA.


Everyday we go all the way to Serangoon's Nexx for lunch, cos it's really no life to go to that canteen opposite everyday.

It may sound really gay, but having her around makes me look forward to work everyday haha. Cos it's not that same old cold studio anymore, which I nearly put myself to depression yet again.

My colleagues are all very nice, but somehow doesn't click as well as Thanusha.

The problem with me is that I am HIGHLY sociable, but the more I socialise, the more I feel lonely. Because most of the time I know that it is at a superficial level.

Funny how people think that I am easy to see through, but it seems that they are only seeing what I want them to see.

So I am thankful, once in a while souls like Thanusha reaches out unknowingly and grabs me out of the abyss of a potential depression. I guess that's the other talent she has other than being exceptionally eloquent haha.

She has those voice that you'll believe her if she reports a news on spaghettis seen growing on trees.

She teaches me her stuff rather than the other way round, a first for me, cos I am not really used to younger people teaching me...I guess it is really a case of 'age is just a number'...
I like how she just guides me, but she never give me what most people love to do, like "Aiyo you are supposed to be my senior but are you sure you don't know?" I mean, she NEVER does that. Funny, she's the intern hehehehe.

She's so funny, she told me that I helped ease her integration here, but I guess it might me more the other way around for me, she doesn't know. I think if not for her, I might compensate the company and quit instead.  I just have this very bad habit..i can't work, I can't commit for things that I am not 100% interested, and I cannot have a boss.

Most of the time, I give my colleagues outside my room my best smile, cos I mean it, but I feel shit to go back in and be by myself, and then I feel my smile killing itself immediately.

Somehow, in that cold and lonely room, just having her presence makes me much more cheerful.

Getting all ghetto with those 'brack peepole' music, is our guilty pleasure...

Think these days will not be for long for us, because soon, we will be parted by our different shifts...and eventually, her internship will end...

Can't imagine when she will leave us (me) in August when her internship ceases. :(